Christmas

So this is the first Christmas that I have spent not living at home with my parents. It has been a little weird and not felt like Christmas until this morning when I woke up at my parents house and my mom was making breakfast with Christmas music playing.
I absolutely love this time of year, I love the smells of warm candles, family gatherings, and tons of food. But nothing is ever actually played out like the movies, the holiday shopping is practically impossible and while there is music and laughter in the air. It's often countered by busy and frustrated shoppers, horrible parking scenarios. All in all Christmas has totally changed from what it used to be, the old fashioned movies are only a reminder of the past.
I hope you all have a blessed and happy Holidays <3

-Kyle

Reality

I know that my last post was about dreams, so here is one about real life.
Real Life- Something that we go through and experience every single day, something we have no control over. Something that is similar to a game of Black Jack. We get the cards we are dealt and try to figure out what the hell to do with them.
Reality is, sometimes life sucks, sometimes life rocks. But what makes reality worth it, is the moments that seem that they could never be real, the moments that you don't expect. The split second when you turn your head and realize that "holy shit, this is actually happening to me!" Once you accept the fact that reality is everything you do and do NOT want it to be, then can you be happy and live in it.
Yeah it sounds complicated, and believe me I'm still sitting here trying to figure it out as I'm typing this blog and I probably wont have it down pat by the time I am laying in my grave, But I'm ok with that because Reality is….
"Some things are better left unsaid, unnoticed and unknown"
-Kyle

Dreams

Everyone as a child has dreams, of being the President, a firefighter, a famous movie star, something. Everyone dreams of having THEIR dreams come true, their perfect future. When I was younger I knew that one day my dreams would come true and I would be where I wanted in life. Today; 20 years later and I still hold that dream in my heart. There are people in this world who want nothing more than to see people fail in life because they are simply not happy with their own lives. I am not one of those people, I feel that everyone should want EVERYONE to succeed in life. I WILL succeed because my heart and soul tell me I will.
People tell me I am stupid and only wasting time waiting for my dreams to come true but I don't live in reality anymore. I have this gut feeling that good things are waiting for me and all I have to do is be patient.
Patience... Patience… Something that todays society knows nothing about. The saying that "Good things come to those who wait," is real and I will wait for my good things to come to me.

"Life is like wrestling a gorilla. You don't quit when you're tired- you quit when the gorilla is tired"